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Exclusion,
Acceptance or was it an illusion
Of an need to belong
I was most likely wrong again
Begin again
Never make the same mistakes, I thought
But did I
Or is my mind wrought
With the fact maybe I just am not
Or ever will be
Acceptance
Is the only way through
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Literature
Leaves
The leaves fall on the ground
Rotting, desiccating as they lie
Until the wind comes
Blows them away
Much like the transient friend you are
Only when its for your advantage
Do you talk
Speak ill only
And then expect open arms
Then as the leaves you are gone until next season
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Literature
Phantom
I see you
Phantom of the past
Everywhere I go
We were one
Until we became no more
Now I just see us
In the rearview mirror
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Literature
Infinite Loss
I live in a state of infinite loss
Weaving and twisting sorrows
Often unknown and unbeknownst to me
I re-live the moments again and again
Memories remain
Until I ascertain my faults
Walk away
Run away
Hide
It's the only out I have
Regressive
Depressive
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Literature
Untitled 1
Drowning in sorrow
Through waves of emotions
Conjuration of imminent pain
Do I follow the destructive path
I can't explain this
My head is full of commotion
Depart
The revelation is too much
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Literature
Boldly
Desire without purpose
Desire with unrequited possibilities
Tiring
Exhausting
Looking back
Forgetting to move
Forward
Stalemate
Dead
Limbo
Boldly gone
Nowhere in
Solitude
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Literature
Minus
I remember the talks before
I remember the night we shared
Turned into day
Bodies intertwined, inseparable
Hungry like a first hunt
Our love the catch
The band aid was ripped
The wounds healed; still seeping
Gone but not forgotten
A sober reality
A brutality of the death
Of love
No longer your number one
Here I sit
In pathetic nostalgia
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Literature
When they leave
When they leave
The void is still there
The pain intense
The lack of evidence presented by the defendant
Leaves me intent on wondering why you left
Why I am not worthy of a word
A letter, a note, a bye
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Literature
To absent friends..
To absent friends, we're no longer talking, speaking or seeing eye to eye. What was once a friendship based on brotherhood, is best left to the grave. I am not stricken with grief over your untold grievance, your silence is noted and accounted for.
The divergence was unexpected, unannounced, but was it called for? Maybe? Grown apart? Maybe? But to do so much for a person and receive nothing in return, is that just? Is it equal?
Our friendship is an aberration in time, a phenomena that will be forgotten like a dying star, the light flickers. In this time granted, we grew and apparently I grew too much for you to control, to understand. This I am not privileged to know, so I must move along.
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Literature
Thirty
My thirtieth year on this earth and I have not moved mountains, or attained great wealth. I've seen it peddled as a cure-all to the hopelessness which is loneliness. Wealth trickles and stagnates, not only life but blood, turning those who possess it into undeserved gods and vapid husks of humanity.
My thirtieth year, I wake daily to bills and tasks which consume for naught. All the ideals I've been taught, collapse under the weight of truth. Destruction is a creative urge, I tell myself. Solace is in random notes, words written on dirty napkins with thoughts of the night on a binge of sorrow.
My thirtieth year I've let emotions control my destination, into the fires of rage. My hair looks as if I'm of wiser age.. not true. Relationships make for the wiser, for those with twenty, twenty vision.
Derision and scorn are the last resort of the malcontent, unrepentant bastard which I am. Thirty years of this and I realize romanticism is the death of the senses. It props up the illusion of w
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Literature
Pay The Writer
Pay the writer,
It is only fair,
He spent his time and energy,
To bring you there,
Your favorite getaway,
In the pages of a book,
Or in the song on the radio,
Make it fair, make it equitable
Pay the writer!
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Literature
Ashes
Look to the past for clarity
Never sincerity
To forgive and forget is an act of
Unwarranted charity
The friction our friendships created
Led to a fiction in my head
Of things better left dead
You wanted a story
To rub your ego raw
You wanted glory
But you didn't want the work
So you broke it
You fixed it
Until it didn't work-at all
The ashes of our friendship
I pissed on them
I turned the other cheek
I never let myself speak
The truth
I left myself
I didn't know who I was
Until I freed myself
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Literature
Unknown
The company of the wind is preferable
To the mouths of the many
Isolation
Dark room, music playing
Writing
I'm not missing your words
As mine become eternal
They live in the minds
Of those who share a like mind
Those who took the time to read
Something
From an unknown poet like me
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Literature
Lex Talionis
Aggressive retribution
In light of damages received
Will not cause me any pain or shame
By your value judgement
An eye for an eye
The moral of the story
There is no glory in death or war
I do not subscribe to the theory
That we should all be weary of self-defense
When the loss of your rights
Your person
Your power is imminent
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Literature
Alienation
My words fell upon deaf ears
Syllables which exploded with emotion
As loud as the star dying a billion light years away
We're a galaxy a part
I have no idea why
Must I destroy it all to get you to see me
To hear me
Slowly I contract
Waiting for the black hole to emerge
An immeasurable force of destruction
The only question is when
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Literature
Silence
He walked in silence
Reduced to solitude
I saw him at the lake
Throwing rocks
They flew across the water
Running
Like he was from his problems
Reduced to silence
Another problem thrown to the water
He hoped it'd consume his woe
But it was escapism
He walked in silence
Daily
Nightly
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Exclusion,
Acceptance or was it an illusion
Of an need to belong
I was most likely wrong again
Begin again
Never make the same mistakes, I thought
But did I
Or is my mind wrought
With the fact maybe I just am not
Or ever will be
Acceptance
Is the only way through
The leaves fall on the ground
Rotting, desiccating as they lie
Until the wind comes
Blows them away
Much like the transient friend you are
Only when its for your advantage
Do you talk
Speak ill only
And then expect open arms
Then as the leaves you are gone until next season
I see you
Phantom of the past
Everywhere I go
We were one
Until we became no more
Now I just see us
In the rearview mirror
I live in a state of infinite loss
Weaving and twisting sorrows
Often unknown and unbeknownst to me
I re-live the moments again and again
Memories remain
Until I ascertain my faults
Walk away
Run away
Hide
It's the only out I have
Regressive
Depressive
Drowning in sorrow
Through waves of emotions
Conjuration of imminent pain
Do I follow the destructive path
I can't explain this
My head is full of commotion
Depart
The revelation is too much
And I am Jack's emotions tied to it. I've been expanding into the blogging field, with my current blogspot, soon to expand to comic book reviews. I have another book to complete in the future as well. I'm alive and kicking, but I don't write the poetry like I used to. Maybe at a later date. 
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I'm a revolutionary poet, with no filter. I'm a Guitarist, Martial Artist and a Sci-Fi fanatic.

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Gracias por el fav !
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Excellent work as always dude.. 
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Thanks for the fav ^.^
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You're welcome, awesome job! 
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You're welcome! I really dug those pics. 
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